deconstructing
the exhibition "Ever Closer"  May 2009
The exhibition Ever Closer continued a recent theme in my work exploring the notion that the future is the past and that all life is cyclical. It comprised 9 works, a series of 3 sets of 3, based on our country's colonial migration and settlement, but in a wider context as a metaphor for man's time on earth. The title for me has several layers of meaning: the ever closer of the subject matter within each series from the general to the detailed, the journey from a distant perspective to the intimacy of a detailed still-life of the subject, showing that it's the little things that make up the whole. A journey through time, our history from the time before our arrival, as we travelled from other shores, getting closer and closer to the land until we became part of it, making our mark on it and leaving reminders of our lives behind; leading to the return - the fact that our destiny is gradually moving closer from our colonisation and settlement of the land to our eventual exit. This is the meaning in the final series The Return - it is a return to paradise, after man has gone, and our past becomes our future. Nature takes over again, and it returns to how it was. It is my optimistic hope that this is how we will leave the Earth, not a devastated blackened Armageddon, but that man's presence will just disappear, leaving the Earth - eventually - as we found it. So there is an optimism and hope in these works, as well as a celebration of our beautiful country (planet) and for the people who settled it.
Into the Unknown
Close to Paradise
Clarity
The Stay
Arrival
Window to the Past
Time to Reflect
The Return
Back to the Future
Paradise Regained
Full Circle
previous work

Continuum Among Giants

In my 2008 work "Continuum" I have tried to convey the continual cycle of life, decay, and rebirth that is pivotal to our (& earth's) survival. The painting is set in the bush, which epitomises this cycle. It has very subtly carved in the rocks, going from the foreground, to the midground to the background:  "The Future...is the Past...is the Future" which is the continuum - that our future is built on the bones of the past, represented by the dead Nikau fronds & the primordial rocks; the present is the living green trees, and the future the lush utopian green and plesant land viewed in the distance - which is also the past, before man arrived. 

The 2007 work "Among Giants" is typical of my more recent work, with a representational yet slightly abstract feel. The work is dominated by a huge scuptural limestone rock - the "presence" of the rock is both looming and slightly threatening, yet at the same time it has the solidity and timelessness of it's primordial origins.I try in my work to capture that empty and solitary aspect of the landscape, but with a tranquility and sense of the spirituality redolent in it. I see trees as people, as the "now", spiritual guardians left behind, as with the work "Guardians of the Past", they are witness to what has been, reminding us of our past. I hope to convey that man can try and control his environment, (much as I am manipulating it), but nature will always prevail.

Guardians of the Past Through the Druid's Hall Window

My 2005 exhibition "Preserving the Past" continued and developed my exploration of our rural environment, using the landscape and simple everyday subjects as metaphors for our place in the world. The title "Preserving the Past" refers not just to abandoned buildings and rusty machinery, but also to our environment generally.

All these elements come together in this painting "Guardians of the Past". This fully imagined scene, redolent with spirituality, is an ideal I have been working towards. The path from the metaphorical present - represented by the cultivated grassland - leads back in time, through the nikau into the regenerating bush, then into the monolithic, primeval forest-clad hill. The cloud suggests our dependence on water and air, and is a spiritual guardian over the scene. The nikau are left behind, witness to what has been. They are lone sentinels, reminding us of our past.

 

My 2004 exhibition "Rural Decompositions" explored the decomposition of the rural New Zealand landscape. The painting "Through the Druid's Hall Window" presented an opportunity for me to express all that I am trying to convey in my pictures of old derelict buildings, and the Port Albert Druid's Hall was the perfect subject. The Druid's Hall represents the mystery of the past with all it's secrets unknown to us, and the inner darkness of the hall evokes that mystery. The window is a metaphor for looking in or through something - in this case the past - and creates a picture within a picture. Here we are looking through the past to the present, but the past, in darkness, remains a mystery. The hall is dilapidated and disused but through it we see sunshine and life, it is still standing, abandoned but not forgotten.

I used a very close viewing point so as to exclude all else from the picture. The windowsill is left out to draw the viewer even closer into the scene, becoming part of it. This also creates a feeling of just being able to see in the window, like an inquisitive child or an outsider. Clearly somebody wants to see or to get inside, to explore and discover more, hence the broken window pane.

So much of the past remains unknown but these relics provide a window into that past that we can explore with our imagination. I really enjoyed painting "Through the Druid's Hall Window" and hope that I have conveyed what I felt when I first saw this decomposing icon of rural New Zealand.

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